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I Dream The Obelisk

by Waspy Synth

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1.
Introduction 00:30
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I was nineteen years old when I walked through Your doors I didn't know no better The Johari Window It was the transients, your honour I didn't ask or nothin' Smoked grass forever Even though your floors were rotten We filled Your halls with strangers And my bed became like theatre Silver Nitrate. Degenerate. I can't help but see myself in it Get confused with the way that I acted I can't go back there but I don't know If I would if I had had the chance to You got caught You knew that you blew it We all keep score And eat what we're chewin' I don't care about your intentions You're in The Court of The Law And I was shocked into The Mirror And my dreams can make shiver Couldn't see what I had done Bills piling up In a house that's so Cruel Responsibility is burning in Like cancers of light Life by birthright I can't help take you down with me Show you all the ores and veins of beauty Living with so much progeny Too much verdancy would drive anyone insane I can't help take you down with me Walk suburban streets Hold you while you breakdown Living with so much progeny No ascerdity all the way to Georgetown You got caught You knew that you blew it Thanks for being part Of the experiment It's my mind, still in fugitive You're in The Court of The Law
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My Heart 05:47
It wasn't easy, not all the time But I admired your candour and respected your style Your body got me long 'fore your mind But I learn how to learn, I took my sweet time. You thought I was tricky and webbing a lie Now I cannot blame you; was I a good guy? Don't answer that question, I want to change Be brave I want to feel your skin touching my lips And to dive 'tween your hips Believe me In years we've grown fond, I feel so much, dear We'll grow and we'll change, slay doubts and meet fears Will our lives richer and sweet in time So fine And I am so sure The rest of our lives, perennial night But now, I want just to touch you I want to touch you, I just want to Spend our nights dreaming, so many to choose I want to touch you, your lips and insides When I am sleeping you've only my eyes I want to touch you, I want it so bad Bring him gently, a good mum and dad. He'll grow courageous Raised up to be generous He maybe even teaches us much more than we teach him I hope I know my limits grow Meet them softly like the snow Just a start, life is art A fifth chamber inside my heart
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Got bricks for eyes and I'm always tired The ceiling's far away The air is thick, his hands are quick To display a three of 8's A one-two glance, think what's the chance? Got a loaded house tonight. A pistol from his pants I said he's got quick hands But I beat him outright. I get tossed outside; the streets are a river Fruitless decay, I slip into The Ether. Every surface reflective, cars hate goes convective I'm nameless in the rain Consider self lucky that breathing is something You can do without pain. You see your friends wait, nope you don't 'Cause they care not anymore A lungful of smoke, a life ending stroke Trauma from the Vietnam War. The buildings are empty, least that's what the news' say I don't read it unless I need it. I can tell that they're lying 'cause I see police trying To give them squatters' blues So spare a thought, yes give some breath To those who really need it. This rain's suffocating, surrounded by hating And your air is love made real. But don't give it all when they flood them like rats Tie concrete to their shoes You'll need every gasp, 'cause air runs our fast When they put you under, too
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We were mining the small moons of Proxmere Prime; A wild frontier planet the solar wind had swept dry A dozen dozen rocks in orbits low and wide their wealth in mineral fissures a Plutonious prize The twin star radiation left most sensors blurred but my analyst called attention to something she’d heard a repeated distress call from the black emerged the pain in His voice into my memory burned: Help us We’re gonna die Help us So we did, they spoke the language of a prison ship A polarised crew decided worth a crack But lo, we understood it could of been a trap Radar profile low approach vector mapped the city sized ship into the moon had crashed and it Stuck out like a mountain to the vacuum black Drones and buzzards roamed the salvaged hull and cold heat stacks Proximity alarm my console buzzed flashed formation hostile ships up, down, front and back It's looking pretty cold out there Why don't you just let me in Just let me in Told the pilot hit the thrusters power shields, too He'll kill us either way I know the stories were true There’s no defence from death heat seeker missiles flew Cannot evade but fuck what else could we do? The first one hit her plating and she screamed as it blew And the second hit the thrusters so to guidance say adieu Proxmere’s desert surface taking up our full view Disastrous re-entry & Thanatos rendezvous God help us
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Brazen earth and brick red ground Stretching forever. Keeping my head down Dust slides into your lungs Sandstorm on the horizon and behind it Two blinding white light Our binary suns Rations, water, spirits, limits A second turns into a minute Mirages dance on salt flats Wind and temperature rising Tryna find a hole or a rock or anything to hide in But there were none, there were none, there were none You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find that they just might save your life He came a'riding on a six legged beast A stenson on his head and his mouth; a sheesh He said "You'll surely die unless you ride with me" She had a six foot trunk and flat fuchsia eyes So I climbed onto her back sitting six foot high but I'd be fine A hit of his smoke, it's creamy pine. The conversation's weird and he gives me heeby-jeebies But he's got a sense of humour and some water I'll be needing And the moons they had him hypnotised Yes, he was surely crazy to be living out here A long, straight highway made of glass we hit Made from the cool molten sand, sand You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find that they just might save your life He rode up in a junker still had an ICE Stenson turned the girl away she's a helluva tough beast And she can find her own way home So we got into his truck a'billowing ghosts of smoke screens He said "Why you in The Desert on a day so mean?" Stenson "selling spice knocked from the trail I hit" "And I'm the sole survivor of a crash landing" So I gave the driver fitty said "I'll take ya'll to The City It's the only on the planet and boy, it isn't pretty And it seems that we've got more than time to burn" Watching dunes just roll away I think I'll roll another J Spice so dehydrated it could turn from sand to vapour in your hands We smoked like shahs, shahs You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find the strangest people in the strangest places You find that they just might save your life
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Cash Out 07:38
Pen to paper Blank cheque; Vegas I’m done waitin’ “My son?” Maybe. You thought that I was down and out You thought we would without a doubt Snow white, whiplassshhh Drive-through, Cadilac Altar. Lip pout One hint: I’m down Mem’ry not found. Flashback, knock out. Smoking hot boys, that’s the game Skyway lights look all the same Head’s round-a-bout Card>In. Cash>Out. I’ve been alone for days, human interaction’s all I crave So I walk the streets at an easy pace. It never ceases to amaze. Kick back, on ignition. A roller-blading psycho on a mission Pink tats, backstab premonition Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Sunlight, late night Hashtag #allrise Crash-land, heartburn. Just one more turn. I dip and dab and double E, do Lights they turn to liquid and just one becomes a few Kick’d out, seatbelt Key’s in, cards dealt I’ve been alone for days, human interaction’s all I crave So I walk the streets at an easy pace. It never ceases to amaze. Kick back, on ignition. A roller-blading psycho on a mission Pink tats, backstab premonition Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Listen you motherfucker, don’t you take my picture Well I was moving round about a hundred eighty k’s or maybe more And the windows couldn’t close and the lights, they all were broke black smoke rose from my tailpipe into the day Oh yeah And 'cause the steering’s misaligned and the road ain’t owned by a mine a pothole comes a rushing up saying hi and the bastard tips me over So while I’m upside-down and every thing is moving slowly and I know that’s not the codeine that sends me back Oh yeah I think it’s kind of funny and I hope you think it’s funny too That I loved to call myself a libertarian And as the car begins to roll My glovebox breaks and opens And out of all the thoughts I had this one was the most glaring in. That that is the last drink I’d ever own and now it’s wasted, so wasted, on the road joining with my bumpers, shattered windows, la dommage I remember weakly "I have son" as my head hits the windscreen Boom, then I’m gone and the last thought I'd ever dully conceive of was How am I gonna pay for this? Oh yeah
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In(tro)lude2 00:56
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Remember So 04:40
Remember so, we were just so young and tender Our knees and the street 'neath water flow Strange town river rope swing, I'm feeling sentimental A golden mane, soft silver skin Charm and charade, burn rubber fast and gentle Fuck, what are clothes, anyway? Zebra arms, cos razors cut so gentle A mix of sleeping pills and alcohol Peacock eyes Rose lips Sunrise & Guilt trips Long sleeves & Half lies Perfect disguise, disguise, disguise I told you so, but I never said I'm gentle I could feel your tears dribbling through the phone You told me so, with a heart so temperamental Your genes and doctors said you were always prone Peacock eyes Rose lips Sunrise & Guilt trips Long sleeves & Half lies Perfect disguise Alone one night Late calls Half truths Goodbyes No time to apologise 'Cause soon you'll die, you'll die, you'll die
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Morning Star 05:58
We meet again, different street, same life I've been drowning, dry And though we haven't changed and your laugh is still the same There ain't nothin', anymore Cos even if they'd meet and with a plastic slipper sleep You'll love the one you creep 'Cause I'd seen it there and I felt it slip away The chance and the feeling, it's gone It's gone It's gone It's gone It's gone Up north theres a town on the coast both a paradise and a prison Nothing ever happens there 'cause everything happens at the same time And it's a meeting place and you never stay for long They won't last here; strong bonds But I don't mind, I'll stay high & forget my life Away from home and all I've known, the bottom of the world There's two-hundred-forty-eight reasons why I won't see you some time I'll move into The Palace on Lygon Street tonight Play home where I can fake it Be young, be free, be full of Life I'll steal if I can take it Distracting sounds, girls and streetlights Then you're here and they'll meet our eyes Skin can touch, just not mine And every little thing is just another sign What's yours is yours but it's never mine So plead I may, i'll slowly die inside If people were rain or an appetite then You'd be a hurricane and I'd be a rumble Pilgrims climb the Ziggurat Rosy dawn, sands of Iraq
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Shiva 07:10
They came from the wall Beyond the whispering monster Between shadows in the darkness And fearful And feeling the naked earth And having the fever of fire Deep inside, deep inside Out of the darkness - they are there Playing with fire Attraction to fire Concentration to fire Juggling with fire They are like Shiva Mystic tick tick of time It takes away eternally Surrounded by sparkling light Shiva, The Goddess of Fire Is dancing ahead, is dancing ahead And we went through The Gates The trusting angels of light Reflections of moon shadows And Passion to fire Deep inside deep inside And at night The angels of trust are burning away The hearts and the minds They were transformed Into sparkling light They are like Shiva Mystic tick tick of time It takes away eternally Surrounded by sparkling light Shiva, The Goddess of Fire Is dancing ahead, is dancing ahead Is dancing ahead And as time goes by The golden statues and the chimes out of glass With the bells in their hand Beyond the shadow world There burns a thousand flames They are like Shiva Mystic tick tick of time It takes away eternally Surrounded by sparkling light Shiva, The Goddess of Fire Is dancing ahead, is dancing ahead
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Apollo 05:11
Mankind call me many things you see me ride the wheel sunbeams I've come to cast a light on what has come and what will be Walk, senators come, walk with me on your marble streets Into my father's temple; I cast my raven there I play from you, my lyre Terraced truth and storied dream The dream of loom spun visions and stone-hewn melodies While the sun is high And the obelisk embrace the stars Warn you, sing you wisdom Vision, given from the sun You have become like Gods Man is like the God! None above the vault of Heaven None below the wine dark sea None above Olympus to the Gates of Hercules We stand congress on temple steps Make stone your souls in light Can you become the Hawk, or Snake? Where were you when we made the foundation of the Earth? You have forgotten that you have forgotten From your city, on Tiber, built with stone. To now, here, you with earbuds in or driving home You can feel turning in your world & the air whispers of tempestuous fire To be sure that you have lived so we have died The mountains call you, the endless blackness waits. And into Oppenheimer's arms we carelessly walk.
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Alaric 05:02
We watched houses Burn and send smoke away We run Bronzen the age The borders have grown weak, grown thin And the bear has left its cave Too long forsake gravest mistake now, Alaric is at the gate Do you feel it? Everyone is so confused Labyrinth language Our ways our home our views Their skins have grown so soft, so thin The rod and ring shall strike Their fruit so ripe, a gentle shake Now Alaric is at the gate
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Conclusion 00:55

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For as long as I can remember I have been obsessed with The Dream. From where do they come? For what reason?
Dreams of all kinds is what separates us living things from those which are not - even single celled organisms sleep - who knows what they with their tiny brains imagine during their wind downs. Do trees dream of a gentle wind and a strong rain? Do coral dream the monoclonal dreams of a sea calm and warm, forever?
Would aliens dream?

If one does not sleep and does not dream we become unhinged, our dream become our waking life - perhaps we do not dream because we sleep but sleep because we need to dream. Perhaps it is essential to consciousness. Perhaps without dreaming we cannot think at all.

To remember is like a dream. You do not remember an event, you remember a feeling which is itself a memory of that feeling. Every time you remember you break apart that memory and re-build it again.

We share dreams, you hear about them all the time: The American Dream, The Dream of a better tomorrow, The Nightmare of history, The Dream of progress, The Dream of Jacob or of The Pharaoh or The Dream of Reality. We live in a dream, the world we see is created for us like a dream by our minds and we live within The Dream and interface with The Dream. The Dream is how we make sense of the world, it's how we perceive it. Our rods and cones and the cells in our nose and skin do not show us reality but tell it to us in the language of The Dream. When we are newborn and in the womb the veil between awake and asleep is so sheer it is as it is not there at all, life is a blur of colour and sound, unknowable except through dreaming, waking and asleep. We grow weary when we cannot dream, when we are not allowed to dream our soul becomes tired and unhinges. Without dreaming our resolve dies and our souls become small and silent.

We are told in school and in books of the indigenous of this wonderful Australia having their creation myth mantled within the Dreamtime. The time of all creation and of all one's ancestors all of one's descendants. The perpetually present dream of time. I have learnt nearly nothing of the Dreamtime but that it's only close rival to the most beautiful creation is Tolkien's songs of creation. It is the Dreamtime that is the ultimate creative force and source that all things return to. We are born, we dream, we die, we dream. Life and death themselves are kinds of dreams, are they not?

For many years my dreams were filled with geometric solids, the strongest being The Obelisk. It lives within me, like a silent orchestra, their instruments at the ready, the baton held high, not a whisper save for your held breath. I can see my reflection in it, now; silvery and pale. They are cast toward the sun as the sun cast them toward us. I can almost hear them as I walk past them in the street with the words "Lest we forget" engraved into them, as if the war they commemorate is like a dream and if we don't write it down and remind ourselves of it by reading it again and again and again and again we would forget it and shrug and repeat the horrible nightmare of the 20th century. Yes, every time I see them I feel an argute humming between my eyes and between my lungs.

So I dream them, I see them in endless gray, or through windows, slowly moving forward as if my Dream-eye is dollying in a Kubrick film, silently moving toward the chasm of unknown. I see them over the horizon like a great beast, silently watching, or underwater, causing giant waves and storms to cracking the coast of the towns I distinctly remember from my deep youth, or through the archway to the rose garden I never entered.
I dream them made from clearest crystal, growing like date palms from the cracked and dry nile river bed or fallen and crack'd and lichen encrusted like Red Woods, or peppered throughout the stone city, their mysterious humming a reminder of a past we have forgotten but which is always on the tips of all our tongues.

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This album is the work of a decade of songwriting and of production nearly as long. If you are reading this you probably appear somewhere in the album as a sonderous extra or as a main character.

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released November 12, 2021

Written, performed, recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Waspy Synth.

Track 1 and 16 composed by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
Track 1 performed by Herbert von Karajan, Berliner Philharmoniker used without permission from Deutsche Grammophon
Track 13 written by Waspy Synth and Erwin Goetz

Cover art supplied by Solomon Wilks

Special thanks to David Craig for constant feedback on the album and help with percussion and mixing. Also for sharing some of his gear.
Special thanks for Mark and Jack Bailey, Lachlan Harvey and Karamu Poutama for feedback on the album during production as well as further help in ear and gear.
Special thanks to Kyle McOscar for use of his nylon string.
Special thanks to Sam Rush for harmonic inspiration
Other thanks go to Jeremy Storm, Ryan Taylor, Jesse "Digs" East, Chad Towers, Oliver Michael Gluck, Madeline Alcock, the denizens of Cruel House and countless others for lyric inspiration.

Greatest thanks goes to Madeline Alcock who has been and remains the greatest thing to ever happen to me.

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